阿嬷，永别了!

2008年12月2日，PSPM成绩出炉！！！ 我非常紧张，但是还没拿到成绩单前，许多朋
友都前来向我报喜。我开始觉得我必须尽早去拿，以便能跟他人媲美。结果呢？我
果然爆自己冷门，拿到了4 flat！可是这个好消息却让我还来了几天后多件出奇意外
的坏消息！

拿到成绩后，立刻向父母、姐姐报喜。怎知霉运在那天下午开始后接二连三地发生。。。
下午，为了庆祝，松懈压力，叫朋友们到草场踢球。我不但不能像以往一样进球 (这
个还不要紧......)，反而在准备“收工”吃晚餐时，发现我刚买一个星期多的漂亮
拖鞋不见了！不管我怎么找，都找不到，托所有朋友找，也是一无所获。。------我
的拖鞋啊！！！！！！后来还是赤着脚走回房，算我倒霉吧！(其实我知道是马来人
偷的......)

两天后，上课休息时，打手提告诉妈妈拜五可早回的同时，却接来一封晴天霹雳的消
息。本来我不敢相信，但想了又想，妈妈怎么可能向我开这个玩笑？我实在无法相
信在我拿到成绩过后的两天，奶奶竟然与世长辞了！！！为何她偏偏在这个时候向
我告别？这只是在我霉头上多插了一根铁钉，岂不是在我的伤口上多撒一口盐吗？？？

到底我得到好成绩有带来如何好处吗？我干脆不想拿，也不想伤心的事一而再，再
而三地出现在我面前！！！啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！阿
嬷，不知是不是我的霉运害您呢？其实早前不祥的预兆，如：拖鞋被偷等等，我就
预测未来会有不好的事降临到我身上。果然我的第六感显灵了。。。。。。

还有的是，早前向大家透露的暗恋女生，我正是放弃追求她！因为我知道她已在MATRIX找到爱人了！我只能默默祝福她吧！希望那男生能好好对待她，我就心满意足了。第
二，我开始想通了一个道理：现在年龄不适合谈恋爱，还是在学业上耕耘吧！第三，
我这个扫把星，就算成功与她在一起，只会害惨了她，连累了她罢了。。。与其跟
她拍拖，不如继续与她做朋友，这样能肯定她平安无恙，免遭霉运拖累，对吗？？？

阿嬷，您安息吧！我怀念您的咖啡O和咸饼！！！我答应：我会用功努力，做个出人
头地的工程师，为林家增光！还有下一次我到坟墓祭败您时，一定会带我的女朋友
给您看的哦。。。

IS THIS MATRIX SEM 2 ???

10 Nov---Matrix Sem 2!!!!!! First I thought is a relaxable sem, hoping better teachers teaching us BUT...... All my teachers are Malay & their teaching styles more terrible than Sem 1 (except some are quite good...) Among them, yang PALING TERUK is my Chemistry lecturer. He is a lowsy teacher & speak Malay more than English during lecture.(>>In case now using English as medium<<) Moreover, I feel sleepy as he teaches very3 dull!!!!!!!!!

Not only this, more unlucky is that 3 of our teachers go to give birth / bersalin & 3 more lowsy teacher come to replace them. What The Hell? They not only din teach, but tell us do tutorials from what page to......I really feel that during Sem 2, I like drown into a deep mud or dropped into "hell". Alamak, how can have such teachers in KMPP? (=>CURIOUS)

Today more unlucky to me is friendster lose function & I cant log in to see my comments or any friend requests or not. Why malang things happen to me 1 by 1? Even love also like that! Its more than a week she din ignore me. (Are she still angry or just busy???) Aiya, my brain totally blank right now & don't know how to settle down la...........

3 Days AlReAdy......

Haizzz.....3 days already she din give me any response!!! When I see her fs (NEW*short form of friendster), I notice she din update since she back 2 KMK. Maybe she busy, maybe she doesn't want see my appearance, or maybe......

1 day after back 2 matrix, MUET writing, listening & reading challenge us straight in 3.5 hours. WAlau A!!! Luckily i got no problem in solving them & I hope she aso (=>she more intelligent...). Should I stop thinking about her & concentrate on studies??? I try but I really cant.

After MUET, back 2 home AGAIN! Feeling bored, no friends are willing 2 go out, watching . However, just now MSN chatting with my matrix friends, they say next week will come 2 PeNaNg, joining Penang Bridge Run 2008. Wahseh....(>>>I din join as I so fat & stamina affected a lot liao<<<) This is my time with my friends go relaxing again! Hurray, hopefully that everything goes on normally.

NOT only my dream girl din ignore me, even my favourite football team, Manchester United also din give me face. It lose 2 Arsenal yesterday 1-2 in Elmirates Stadium. Haizz....., look like I am going 2 be unluckiest guy in the world again!!!!!!

SORRY~~~~~~

I feel very sad today, nt because getting bad results or scolded by my parents, but because of i make my dream girl angry of me. TODAY I want 2 ask her WHY din response 2 me when I CHAT with her via MSN. Today maybe the last day I can chat with her! (=>>>>She's going back 2 KMK & seldom come back.....)

I think I have done a wrong thing yesterday gua! Cause yesterday i cant withstand anymore time 2 say my love 2 her. So I send her Jay's love song <<给我一首歌的时间>> which means <giv me a song's time>, maybe she understand my feeling & feel scare 2 me gua... But I really dont want 2 hurt her, I only scare if I din take action, I will regret for rest of my life!!! (so I hope she could UnDeRsTaNd my feeling, I really like U......)

Finally, I hope she could happy always & good luck in Sem 2 matrix!!!!!! I hope she could forgive me& if she din accept me, I also wont sad as in <>, I learn a sentence, "If U love a girl, Unot necessary get her, U only hope that girl could live happier always, then U will be felt satisfied!!!". So, SORRY 2 U & PlEaSe FoRgIvE me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank U!!! =.=

充满喜怒哀乐的生活~~~~

今天，一个字形容------OK。昨天，一个字形容------衰！MUET 测验，拿到超难的题
目，真是残不忍睹！我真可贵为世上最衰的人啊！

幸亏今天我约了几位KMK的老朋友，一起出来GURNEY PLAZA看电影、吃饭、聊天等。
总算这个假期，我不用每天坐在家里对着电脑，白白度过。我还有机会观赏当今最
红的电影------<>。真的非常好看！可惜这是最后一集了，唉~~~~~~人生就如戏，戏就如人生，总是有结局的一天！

一个非看不可的电影

我也想在此向一位KMK的女子说声：“对不起！”，因为她说她很不开心及觉得倒霉，
所以我想帮她解决，但被她骂了“鸡婆”！真是好心没好报！不过我大人有大量，
原谅她因为她心情不好。现在我还不知道应不应该跟她MSN？(=>请不要误会，她不
是我喜欢的那个，谢谢！)。希望她能早日重振旗风，做回自己，不再垂头丧气气！

GAMBATTE 2 U ALL !!!!!!!!!

我回来了！！！=) 喜怒哀乐一次与你分享。。。

一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴，MATRIX的生活简直充满挑战和压力，两天前才度
过了一个学期，考试简直难。

这段时间里，我喜欢上一位女子，她一样来自MATRIX (不是KMPP.....)，但我完全
没有胆量跟她告白，为何我喜欢她？(>>她不只聪明伶俐，而且她的样貌是我一生见
过，可以让我动心的，之前我想过我的另一半将是日本妹，那种可爱甜美，但自从
她的出现，改变了我的想法)。我曾经几次想向她表白，但怪我不够勇敢。而她也影
响我，让我发愤图强，努力读书，为的就是与她相配！

除了没胆量，我也不想让她受到爱情，而影响她的学业，这样会断送她的前程。那
到底何时才可与她在一起呢？

一波不平，一波又起。听说MATRIX内有许多朋友都已成了情侣档，不过有的欢喜，
有的忧。唉........这是我初次有这种感觉，岂不能要我未开始，就以失败告终呢？
本打算大学毕业后才向她告白，可是又担心别人追她，因为她实在太漂亮了，像天
使一样！到底我应该如何抉择呢？

每个礼拜回到家里固然好，但每次看到父母俩吵架，我的心就开始扰乱，觉得这个
家不再像以前一样，那么温馨美满。会不会因为我在家的时间减少，而引起的不安
感呢？唉呀，为何我脑袋里有这么多难以解决的问题？我快闷怀了！

学业、家庭、爱情，这三种如要我顺序排出重要性，你再给我一亿年代时间，我也
无法做出合理的排法。暂别提这些，我有好多好多照片想让你们看，可是实在太多
了，那我会一天一天放几张，给你们看好吗？

很久没出去看电影，逛逛街了！我已MISS掉好多好多触目动心的电影了！这个星期，
可能与MATRIX的朋友一起出来TEMPO，因为我们MATRIX假期的时间是与政府所给的，
完全不一样。真希望“她”能很快跟我在一起，这样就有人能与我分享秘密和喜怒
哀乐，一起度过假期，使我的人生充满色彩缤纷。(+-+-纸上谈兵是不够的，所以我
要鼓起勇气，找机会向她告白，否则就后悔莫及了+-+

Hi, I M BACK aFtEr fEw MoNtHs!!!

1st, sOrrY~~~~~4 my frens!!! After in matrix, I betul2 very bz>>>read, write, etc. Pressure, tension, haha....perhaps suitable describe me! In 1st exam(UPS), gt very unsatisfied results=>not 4flat (BUT nearly). Haiz......

About 2 weeks ago, 4 friends in my matrix come to my house, stay 4 1 night. I aso have pics with dem BUT now got no time 2 share with u all. SoRRy Ye......

to be continued......

BUSY BUSY BUSY ! ! ! ! !

SORRY 2 my blogfans!!!!!! ReAllY bz in Matrix life!!!!!! Last week i saw EURO 2008 between Croatia 7 Turkey at midnight. It's a heartbeating match COS Turkey played a world-class performance=>score equaliser at last second & THEn win on PeNaLtY!!! I like Turkey's spirit BUT they lost 2 Germany in semi-final. Haih...They make WORLD Record!

LOOK at their expressions.....

Luckily my favourite Spain enter final vs Germany by win over GILA Russia 3-0! Durind EURO 2008, I met a girl WHO is a football CrAzY. She loves Germany & I love Spain. So, tonight is our Battle of teams. (=.=Sure Spain win la!!!!!!)

Spain's HEROES (Cesc Fabregas & Sanchez David Villa)

SORRY NO time 2 write anymore. VERY VERY SORRY! I'm like JAY Chou very bz! See you nExT TiMe. Bye......

GoiNg BaCk 2 MaTriX!!!!!!!

After 1 day BACK to my house, nothing special happens!!! My friend, who now in F6 come to my house & chat. My Matrix senior MSN with me!!! (THAT's GREAT...) I wonder WHY my friends include me seldom choose F6 BUT after my above friends tell me, i KNOW ALREADY!!!!!! F6 SUCKS.........................

THAT's all for this time, I will be going back to Matrix at 5pm! Hope U all have a wonderful journey no matter where U all now at(I mean STUDY...). By the way, if face any problem, 笑一笑 没什么大不了！！！！！！

HAPPY WESAK DAY!!!!!!

=.=,YES.........I finally come BACK from Matrix but only 1 day FOR WESAK DAY! (So sad......) Actually life in Matrix quite GOOD but I think more time is needed for me to adapt there. Luckily 1st week is Orientation Week, the senior come back to give us a talk & play with us. They really friendly til yesterday when they're leaving, I 1st TIME have sad feeling & hoping that can MEET them again in future though they say it may be only 10% out of 100%.(Haih.....)

When come BACK, straight away go to temple for praying the Buddhas, hoping that this year in Matrix would be full of enchanting & remarkable memory!

HAPPY WESAK DAY to all my blogfans!!!

TOMORROW is my last day at home, ought to go back to Matrix by 7pm! If not, melanggar Akta 174, one of the Matrix act! So I only hope the people in this world always live happily ever after! Are U all support me everytime??? Then I will try my best!!!!!! Thx...See U all next time!!!!!!!!

i m BACK with my RedBox Pics XD!!!

Sorry 4 my blogfans cos this few days too busy with Matrix procedures. (=.=) But not let U all disappointed, i manage 2 share the RedBox PICS with u all! (They are all nice pics indeed....) Haha......LOOK BELOW pls!!!!!!

SEE this arrogant guy! He sing alone quite well but NOT better than me!!! XD

Pls See above 2 pics...Can u see the diffrence? These r our gathering pic b4 go back (=.=)

DON'T misunderstand anything!!! We r NOT like Brokeback Mountain but

enjoy the day & suddenly somebody switch OFF the lamp(Click...)

DON'T guess anything again!!! These above few pics were TAKEN after

found out camere got problem! SEE, we all enjoy ourselves!!!!!!

AFTER see the pics, do u find some hits of WHICH boy's me??? Keep going!!! Next time i vil show U more photos before leave FOR Matrix...(BYE......)

DaNny's LiFeTimE

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EmBarraSing LabOur DaY

Today shud b an ENCHANTED Labour Day! But......i cal boy & gal frens out 2gather 4 LAST time cos soon leave 4 Matrix.(Haih.....)

1st,go 2 Prangin, watching PREMIER "Ironman". WALAU A....so ExPenSive!!! 1 ticket costs RM10 (=Later accept it cos GSC more expensive=). However, worthly lol & the movie quite good & beating our hearts!!! The battling scene ONE word describe ------ AWESOME!!!!!! The best movie i had ever seen in 2008.

U vil regret if not watch THIS movie faster!!!

NEXT, rush 2 Gurney Plaza at 3pm! Redbox TIME (.=.Hurray.....) BUT i NEVER expect that 1 person need 2 pay RM30 (Alamak, This time i really embarrass all cos i book it...) I realised that being an organiser, 1st time have 2 be CAREFUL & I duno today Public Holiday!!! But seem last time gathering, NEVER MIND la!!! My tear come down cos i break my 17-year record ----- spending most amount of MONEY in 1 day. (...Maybe i shud menabung from NOW...)

HAPPY WorLd BooK DaY

Maybe many duno tat TODAY's World Book Day (haha......I aso dune=^). Perhaps > SPM bz workin here & there, til NOW hv No interest in bOOks at all...(Oops...school OPEn soon on Mid-May bt STILL NT READY yet!!!!!!) Oh! I nearly 4got 2 tel my blogFANs tat TODAY's my 1st day HAVing a BLOG (I m extremely happy cos from TODAY onwards, anybody cn log in my BLOG & see my expressed feelings tat ONLY found in HERE) HURRAYyyyyyy...........

For my blogfans, there's a BAD news I need 2 tel u all!!!! (Pls......Listen & giv AtTeNtIoN) 2weeks later, I vil leave Penang FOR Matriculation... Tat aso mean SCHooL Reopen already soon & I vil NOT brin along my PC. So, blogfans may hv 2 wait quite a period 2 log in again & c my text. (Sorryyyyy...)

If U r clever, GUESS vic1 is me??????