IS THIS MATRIX SEM 2 ???

10 Nov---Matrix Sem 2!!!!!! First I thought is a relaxable sem, hoping better teachers teaching us BUT...... All my teachers are Malay & their teaching styles more terrible than Sem 1 (except some are quite good...) Among them, yang PALING TERUK is my Chemistry lecturer. He is a lowsy teacher & speak Malay more than English during lecture.(>>In case now using English as medium<<) Moreover, I feel sleepy as he teaches very3 dull!!!!!!!!!

Not only this, more unlucky is that 3 of our teachers go to give birth / bersalin & 3 more lowsy teacher come to replace them. What The Hell? They not only din teach, but tell us do tutorials from what page to......I really feel that during Sem 2, I like drown into a deep mud or dropped into "hell". Alamak, how can have such teachers in KMPP? (=>CURIOUS)

Today more unlucky to me is friendster lose function & I cant log in to see my comments or any friend requests or not. Why malang things happen to me 1 by 1? Even love also like that! Its more than a week she din ignore me. (Are she still angry or just busy???) Aiya, my brain totally blank right now & don't know how to settle down la...........

3 Days AlReAdy......

Haizzz.....3 days already she din give me any response!!! When I see her fs (NEW*short form of friendster), I notice she din update since she back 2 KMK. Maybe she busy, maybe she doesn't want see my appearance, or maybe......

1 day after back 2 matrix, MUET writing, listening & reading challenge us straight in 3.5 hours. WAlau A!!! Luckily i got no problem in solving them & I hope she aso (=>she more intelligent...). Should I stop thinking about her & concentrate on studies??? I try but I really cant.

After MUET, back 2 home AGAIN! Feeling bored, no friends are willing 2 go out, watching . However, just now MSN chatting with my matrix friends, they say next week will come 2 PeNaNg, joining Penang Bridge Run 2008. Wahseh....(>>>I din join as I so fat & stamina affected a lot liao<<<) This is my time with my friends go relaxing again! Hurray, hopefully that everything goes on normally.

NOT only my dream girl din ignore me, even my favourite football team, Manchester United also din give me face. It lose 2 Arsenal yesterday 1-2 in Elmirates Stadium. Haizz....., look like I am going 2 be unluckiest guy in the world again!!!!!!

SORRY~~~~~~

I feel very sad today, nt because getting bad results or scolded by my parents, but because of i make my dream girl angry of me. TODAY I want 2 ask her WHY din response 2 me when I CHAT with her via MSN. Today maybe the last day I can chat with her! (=>>>>She's going back 2 KMK & seldom come back.....)

I think I have done a wrong thing yesterday gua! Cause yesterday i cant withstand anymore time 2 say my love 2 her. So I send her Jay's love song <<给我一首歌的时间>> which means <giv me a song's time>, maybe she understand my feeling & feel scare 2 me gua... But I really dont want 2 hurt her, I only scare if I din take action, I will regret for rest of my life!!! (so I hope she could UnDeRsTaNd my feeling, I really like U......)

Finally, I hope she could happy always & good luck in Sem 2 matrix!!!!!! I hope she could forgive me& if she din accept me, I also wont sad as in <>, I learn a sentence, "If U love a girl, Unot necessary get her, U only hope that girl could live happier always, then U will be felt satisfied!!!". So, SORRY 2 U & PlEaSe FoRgIvE me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank U!!! =.=

充满喜怒哀乐的生活~~~~

今天，一个字形容------OK。昨天，一个字形容------衰！MUET 测验，拿到超难的题
目，真是残不忍睹！我真可贵为世上最衰的人啊！

幸亏今天我约了几位KMK的老朋友，一起出来GURNEY PLAZA看电影、吃饭、聊天等。
总算这个假期，我不用每天坐在家里对着电脑，白白度过。我还有机会观赏当今最
红的电影------<>。真的非常好看！可惜这是最后一集了，唉~~~~~~人生就如戏，戏就如人生，总是有结局的一天！

一个非看不可的电影

我也想在此向一位KMK的女子说声：“对不起！”，因为她说她很不开心及觉得倒霉，
所以我想帮她解决，但被她骂了“鸡婆”！真是好心没好报！不过我大人有大量，
原谅她因为她心情不好。现在我还不知道应不应该跟她MSN？(=>请不要误会，她不
是我喜欢的那个，谢谢！)。希望她能早日重振旗风，做回自己，不再垂头丧气气！

GAMBATTE 2 U ALL !!!!!!!!!

我回来了！！！=) 喜怒哀乐一次与你分享。。。

一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴，MATRIX的生活简直充满挑战和压力，两天前才度
过了一个学期，考试简直难。

这段时间里，我喜欢上一位女子，她一样来自MATRIX (不是KMPP.....)，但我完全
没有胆量跟她告白，为何我喜欢她？(>>她不只聪明伶俐，而且她的样貌是我一生见
过，可以让我动心的，之前我想过我的另一半将是日本妹，那种可爱甜美，但自从
她的出现，改变了我的想法)。我曾经几次想向她表白，但怪我不够勇敢。而她也影
响我，让我发愤图强，努力读书，为的就是与她相配！

除了没胆量，我也不想让她受到爱情，而影响她的学业，这样会断送她的前程。那
到底何时才可与她在一起呢？

一波不平，一波又起。听说MATRIX内有许多朋友都已成了情侣档，不过有的欢喜，
有的忧。唉........这是我初次有这种感觉，岂不能要我未开始，就以失败告终呢？
本打算大学毕业后才向她告白，可是又担心别人追她，因为她实在太漂亮了，像天
使一样！到底我应该如何抉择呢？

每个礼拜回到家里固然好，但每次看到父母俩吵架，我的心就开始扰乱，觉得这个
家不再像以前一样，那么温馨美满。会不会因为我在家的时间减少，而引起的不安
感呢？唉呀，为何我脑袋里有这么多难以解决的问题？我快闷怀了！

学业、家庭、爱情，这三种如要我顺序排出重要性，你再给我一亿年代时间，我也
无法做出合理的排法。暂别提这些，我有好多好多照片想让你们看，可是实在太多
了，那我会一天一天放几张，给你们看好吗？

很久没出去看电影，逛逛街了！我已MISS掉好多好多触目动心的电影了！这个星期，
可能与MATRIX的朋友一起出来TEMPO，因为我们MATRIX假期的时间是与政府所给的，
完全不一样。真希望“她”能很快跟我在一起，这样就有人能与我分享秘密和喜怒
哀乐，一起度过假期，使我的人生充满色彩缤纷。(+-+-纸上谈兵是不够的，所以我
要鼓起勇气，找机会向她告白，否则就后悔莫及了+-+